Dear Soph,
Someone once said “To the well-organized mind, death is but the next great adventure.” I like to think the same, death must be so great, because no one has came back to tell me differently.
You know, I was sitting yesterday, just sitting, thinking, thinking about that moment, that moment everything changed. You, me, your world, my world, all changed by that split second.
When someone dies, they seem to be remembered by their death, but you, you were the most fun loving, laid back, love of life girl anyone knew, and that's what you should be remembered by, not one accident, not MY accident, nothing else but those qualities should identify you.
Your mom was over yesterday, she brought some photos of you when you were younger, she gave me a box of home videos, that's what I'm going to watch tonight. She said she wanted me to have a little bit of your past because she thought I was going to be such a big part of your future. She forgives me. But I don't care, you're the one's whose forgiveness I want, you are all that mattered, you're my world.
I don't know what else to say, so I think I better go now. I'm so so sorry Soph, you know I never meant for this. One final thing, when some day I do see you again, I hope to see that bright shining smile I loved so much.
All my love as always,
Charlie
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